what am i doing here?
maybe im here because i needed someone to talk to. maybe i was hoping someone, even just one person, would listen. maybe i was looking for a place to be myself withough the fear of laughs or weird looks. dont get me wrong, im not a freak or anything. i just started my freshman year of high school and so far i love it. i have lots of friends, i play field hockey, im in amazing classes. but the simple truth is there is no one on the face of this planet that truly knows me, because im hidden. no one at my school has ever seen the real me. im not trying to sound like the misunderstood teenager, but the life i live has almost nothing to do with the real me. so here i am begging someone- anyone- to just listen.
